Is growing up so fast. Almost too fast for me to catch up. Thinking that after this little baby grows up, there won’t be another baby in my life makes me sad. After this little one loses the “BABYNESS” and BABY SCENTS that he brings to us, he’ll be a toddler and then a child. Just like Josh, just like Andrea, Tyler will also grow up and then, I won’t be able to turn back time to smell his little head or his soft little tummy.
It seems like he’s just growing up way way too fast.
And when he looks at something like this, it makes me feel as if I need to go make another baby.
Although that’s not going to happen.
I wish I could endure this phase. I wish I could make time flow just a little slower than it’s going now.
This week was the first week if kindergarten for Andrea. Josh is now just returning to his own class and Andrea is going to a new class. Since Andrea went to a different daycare centre it was hard for her during the first two days. She didn’t want me to leave her side or do anything by herself.
The last month of 2017. December. It’s been a hard December for my family. The year 2017 was a hard one as a whole for my family. Kaden lost his grandfather, then his grandmother (his mother’s side). Our kids got sick over and over again. From bronchitis to an ear infection, scarlet fever to a cold. It was a very rough ride.
Then, it became the toughest with my dad being hospitalized and getting stents put in. It was the worst. Our families all had a tough December. It was as if we were reminded of how important our “family” was and is.
We’re still recovering from everything and praying every day for a better year next year.
We hope everyone had a Merry Christmas and wish everyone a very happy NEW YEAR.