2017 was quite a hard year for us. The kids got sick often and in December we found out my dad might go into open heart surgery. Through prayer and faith and with the greatest doctors at 구리 한양대 병원. It was decided he could get a procedure done where they would insert stents into his blood vessels through his arm.
It was a tough time for me. The beginning of 2017 didn’t start off too well and for it to end like that, it was a tough year overall. I was kind of glad to let it go. But as 2018 approached us, my grandmother (my dads’ mother) passed away and because we weren’t that close to other family members it was a very uncomfortable funeral to attend to. Everything ended up being ok and FAMILY IS FAMILY. Right? We all knew how much we missed each other and how important FAMILY really is.
In 2017 I also found out my aunt had cancer. 2017 was just that KIND of year. It really sucked. Everything was sad and depressing.
So in the beginning of 2018, which is now. I am praying more and I am focusing on my family more. Spending more time with the kids. Working just a little bit. Blogging just a little bit. Spending time with family more is my first priority and then everything else is after that. However, I think God has more planned for me this year. It’s as if he’s saying that 2017 was just a milestone for me, to make me stronger. Now that it’s 2018, he’s got some stuff up his sleeve that he wants to show me one at a time. It’s as if all the worries and fears that I had locked away on one side of my heart is slowly being taken out and being taken care of. I know God has a lot on my plate for me to take down this year. I know he has big things planned for me. I was afraid that one day those plans would be revealed and I wouldn’t be strong enough or brave enough to take them on. But now. I’m ready. I’m ready for my turn. I’m ready for my number now.